Perfect Moment
Perfect Moment
'I can wait just a bit longer.'
After all, hasn't he been waiting all of this time?
From the moment they met, from the first time he touched her. He has been wanting to do it. He couldn't get her out of his mind and knew that no matter what he would see her again. He has to admit, he didn't think he would become this close to her.
It simply started as mere fascination, he never thought he would get this closer and fall this deeply.
Toh kept watching her and decided to order more food. Seeing her eyes brighten every time she took a bite was worth it. Her bright smile in contrast to those flustered cheeks. Toh wasn't sure which he liked better.
"Yummy." Sumire said happily/
"See? I told you."
"I'm glad I didn't pack anything." Sumire trailed off. "I just realized. It's been awhile since I've gone anywhere."
"Since when?" Toh said curiously.
From what he has learned about Sumire, she is the indoor type
"Lets see, Sano and I went on a trip together last year for my birthday."
His eyes twitched. Just the mention of her ex made his blood boil. It's not like he is jealous. It's simply because her ex is the jerk that caused her to have even more mental scars.
"Oh uh." Sumire laughed. "It wasn't that fun, he was busy and since we took his private jet. I didn't really get a chance to enjoy the journey."
It seems he made the right call, booking them train tickets. While they could have easily driven there. Toh thought about what he knew about her. Sumire likes scenery, there are a lot of landscape paintings in her room and books. A train journey where she can see different views will make her happier.
"Are you having fun?" Toh wondered.
'Although I am confident that I know what she likes by now.'
Sumire nodded happily. "I am."
Those bright and innocent looking eyes. Once he has her tonight, will she still look at him the same way?
"Toh, you have to eat too. I can't eat all this alone. Rather," Sumire paused. "I think I've gotten a bit fat recently. That's not good."
Toh raised his eyebrow. "Fat?"
"Yes! You keep feeding me too much."
"I'll admit you have gained a few pounds. But, it's not enough to dismiss your beauty."
Sumire hits his chest lightly and pouted. "Enough with the cheesy compliments. My heart isn't good today."
Her heart isn't good? Recalling what Arata told him, Toh frowned and looked at the girl concerned. Sumire catches his gaze and laughed nervously.
"Not like that." Sumire paused and coughed, cheeks coloring as she looked away. "It's because I-I am feeling self conscious about all the kissing and touching we did yesterday and that earlier kiss."
It takes him a moment to understand. Although he suspected that she was self-conscious. Hearing her being this honest about it. He reached over and gently squeezed her knees.
"I hope you calm your nerves by tonight."
Although he will be leaving the choice to her. If she turns him down tonight, he may have to resort to taking care of his needs on how own again. Toh sighed at the thought. If Akira Kenji knew about this he would certainly get a good laugh about it.
Him having a girlfriend and yet taking care of his needs using his hands, instead of just doing it with her. Others would resort to seeing other women, but that thought didn't even cross his mind once.
Besides he doubts his body would cool down for any other women.
Toh sighed quietly. Indeed, he has always been loyal to one women at a time. But, this is the first time for him. This interest, attachment and now love.
"Uh." Sumire laughed nervously. "I hope so too. I have really been looking forward to getting to know you a bit better."
"Physically you mean?"
"T-that- and uh, other things." Sumire played with her fingers.
Toh intertwined a strand of her hair on his fingers. "I think we know each other quite well already beautiful."
At the very least he is confident on everything she likes and dislikes.
"I know we do. But, I was wondering if there was anything more. I know it's silly, but I want to be the one closest to you Toh."
His lips curve to a smile. "I didn't know you were so greedy beautiful. It's almost like your trying to posses me."
"T-that's not-" Toh cuts her off by kissing her neck. "Toh, quit it. We are in public."
The other seats around them are empty though. He made sure of that. He doubts the people sitting near the back will cause too much of a fuss. He ran his hands down her arm, and then between her legs.
"Toh." Sumire moaned his name softly. "I-I really do just want to get to know you better."
"Do you hate this?"
Sumire shakes her head. "I don't and tonight. Tonight, I will definitely let you do what you want."
Toh pulled away and sighed. He lightly flicked her forehead. "Well I think you understand by now. I'm not the kind and gentleman type you thought I was."
"Mm." Sumire nodded slowly. "You're definitely a sadist."
"What Arata told you about me was only a small portion of my terrible past. I have committed so many crimes and not questioned the orders of one man, just because I owe him."
Just because Lucifer is his benefactor. Toh never thought to question his methods. Even though the thought would cross his mind that what he was doing was wrong. He never dared to voice those thoughts out loud.
As he grew older, he became a lot more bolder and gradually started to speak up. But even then there were borders he never crossed.
His thoughts break off when Sumire caressed his cheeks. "What?"
"When you start brooding, you get lines on your forehead. But, it makes you feel very mysterious and handsome."
Toh raised his eyebrow. Is she analysing him or flirting with him?
"I don't know whether it's shame you feel regarding your past Toh. But, I want you to know. That whether or not your hands are stained with blood. I will still want to be with you, and touch you like this."
His gaze softened hearing her words. Even though she has her own fears to be concerned about.
She wants to touch him huh? He would tease her about that comment. But he doesn't want to destroy this perfect moment.
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