C343 Hesitation
C343 Hesitation
"My godfather is Uncle Luh. The uncle you mentioned is even more handsome than my father." Although Soong Ze felt uncomfortable when he heard his daughter say that Luh Cheng was more handsome than him, it seemed to be a fact. "Does Little Dumpling like Uncle Luh?"
"Of course I like Uncle Luh. I also admire him. I will marry him when I grow up." It was indeed child's talk.
Qin Fei and Soong Ze broke out in cold sweat when they heard this.
"Let Uncle Luh be your godfather, okay? If that's the case, you will have two fathers who will love you." Soong Ze asked.
"No, I don't want two fathers. I only want you to be my father." Soong Yuan looked at Soong Ze nervously and quickly hugged him. "Father, don't find me a father. I'm enough. One is enough."
Qin Fei looked at Soong Yuan's reliance on Soong Ze and felt very sad. If Lin Yuelin knew that Soong Yuan was his daughter in the future, she would feel that Soong Ze was her father from the bottom of her heart. Then Lin Yuelin would definitely want to strangle her. If she had not left or not married Soong Ze back then, there wouldn't have been such a thing.
At this moment, Qin Fei only had a feeling of regret.
If she had predicted the current difficulty and obstacles. In that case, she definitely would not have pulled Soong Ze into the water.
Although it was a child's words, Soong Ze was still touched. He thought that all these years of hard work would end up with nothing, but now it seemed that he had at least gotten Soong Yuan's full love.
He didn't dote on this daughter for nothing.
"Little fool, there is still a difference between this godfather and me, this father. I have always been your closest father. Uncle Luh, this father, only has one more person who loves you. But he is not your biological father. " Soong Ze did not know if Soong Yuan could understand this explanation, but he could only explain it in this way.
His mood was a little heavy now. It was obviously a happy thing. But when he thought about the future when Lin Yuelin knew Soong Yuan was his daughter, he would definitely let her call him father. He thought about how his daughter, who had been in pain for more than two years, would eventually call Lin Yuelin father, and that he had become a non-essential person. When he thought of this, he felt endless sorrow in his heart.
"I still don't know what this godfather is." In the end, Soong Yuan still failed to live up to Soong Ze's trust. She still did not understand.
Qin Fei saw that Soong Ze's explanation was also a little difficult, so she helped him and said, "Don't worry about this. This godfather is just a name. It is to let you have one more person's love and one more person to buy you something to eat. Isn't this good?"
Soong Yuan understood now. No matter what her godfather was, as long as he bought something to eat, he would be a good person. Therefore, Soong Yuan firmly nodded her head.
"Now even the person involved has agreed." Qin Fei smiled and said.
"I believe that you will not do anything that will harm me. Since you want me to have a godfather, then I will." Soong Yuan said with a face full of grievance, as if Qin Fei and Soong Ze were forcing her.
"Mom, when are we going to eat? I am starving to death." Soong Yuan held her stomach and wailed.
"Butler, feed Soong Yuan." He could not starve his precious daughter anymore. Soong Ze instructed the butler.
Although Soong Ze had already eaten breakfast, it was only a little filling. He still wanted to wait for Qin Fei to come down and eat breakfast with him. That would be interesting.
Qin Fei and Soong Ze sat down on both sides of the table.
"Brother Song Ze, why are you looking at me? Quickly eat." Qin Fei asked curiously.
"I ate a little bit and now I don't want to eat anymore." Actually, it was Qin Fei who looked delicious. Of course, she would not say these words out loud.
Qin Fei suddenly thought of a very important matter. She thought that perhaps she should discuss it while eating. This matter should be easier to talk about.
"Brother Song Ze, there is something I want to talk to you about."
Soong Ze's heart skipped a beat. He originally thought that he would wait for a while, but he did not expect Qin Fei to still be impatient, so he took the initiative to mention it.
"Have a good meal first. We can talk after we eat." Although Soong Ze had already guessed what Qin Fei wanted to say, he was still worried about her hypoglycemia. Other than this, he also had his own selfish motives. He also wanted to be mentally prepared for a period of time.
Qin Fei was very hungry when she just woke up, but now that it was delayed, she was already too hungry. "Fortunately, I can finish talking before eating."
"It is already very late now. If you wait until you finish talking before eating, do you plan to eat lunch or breakfast?" This was the first time Soong Ze saw Qin Fei so persistent, and her persistence made him feel a little sad.
"It's okay. Let's eat lunch. Anyway, my appetite has been a lot less recently." Qin Fei's face was full of determination.
Soong Ze saw that Qin Fei had no choice but to speak now. He stood up a little powerlessly and looked down at Qin Fei from above. "Since it is like this, let's go out for a walk. We can talk as we walk."
Qin Fei had always loved flowers. She would bring her to see the colorful flowers outside. If that was the case, perhaps she would be more kind to him.
Qin Fei looked out the window. This garden had always been taken care of by her. During this period of time, she was so busy that she almost forgot about them. It was also good to go and take a look now.
"Let's go," Qin Fei also stood up.
Qin Fei and Soong Ze walked out of the dining hall side by side. Soong Yuan was originally eating the housekeeper's food. She ate with relish and watched her parents leave. Confused, she said, "Didn't you say you wanted to eat with me? Why did all of you leave?"
"Dad has eaten." The butler could only console this little girl with a glass heart.
"Then I forgive dad, but mom didn't eat, why didn't mom eat?" Soong Yuan pouted. No matter what she did, she wanted Qin Fei to be by her side.
"Father and mother seem to have something to say. Children should not care about adult matters. You just have to eat obediently and not let adults worry about you." The butler patted her head and comforted her softly.
This little fellow usually showed a little more love for her father, but after all, it was the meatball that Qin Fei gave birth to during the nine months of pregnancy. In her bones, she still had more reliance on her.
The flowers in the garden were extremely beautiful. Perhaps it was because he knew that Qin Fei had returned. Qin Fei's favorite flowers, other than the roses that her mother loved the most, were the red plum. This kind of words was extremely tough and unique in the cold. This kind of quality was also a kind of alertness to people.
Soong Ze was behind Qin Fei and smiled faintly. "Now I finally know why you like plum blossoms. Because you actually have many qualities similar to plum blossoms. You are also as beautiful as plum blossoms."
"Brother Song Ze, since when did you praise people so bluntly?" Qin Fei sneered and laughed.
"Fei Fei, I have already prepared the divorce agreement." In order to prevent Qin Fei from saying this, Soong Ze decided to reveal it himself.
"Thank you." Qin Fei was stunned for a moment, then she felt helpless and did not know how to thank Soong Ze for his understanding.
Soong Ze forced a smile on his face. "This is what I should do. Why would I need your gratitude?"
? "Brother Song Ze, you don't have to be so nice to me. You should let me be the bad guy. If that's the case, my conscience will always be disturbed." Qin Fei sighed with emotion.
"You know, I don't want to make things difficult for you. Such a long time is enough for one person to figure out many things. You don't love me. If I insist on keeping you by my side, then what's the difference between this and what Lin Yuelin did before? " Although the pain in his heart had already turned into an injury, he was still smiling. Although this kind of smile was uglier than crying.
Qin Fei seemed to have said countless words of apology in front of Soong Ze, but when faced with him, there was only apology left in her mind.
The person she really let down the most was Soong Ze.
"No need to feel sorry. If you really want to apologize, then... I should also apologize to you. I clearly know that you proposed to marry me back then because of your irrational behavior. All the fault lies with me... It was me who interrupted you and Lin Yuelin. " Soong Ze pressed on Qin Fei's shoulder and comforted her.
His emotions were about to burst, but he would not show it in front of Qin Fei.
"Brother Song Ze, don't say that. How can I blame you for this? I married you because I wanted to avoid Lin Yuelin. You just wanted to help me." The more Soong Ze said that, the more Qin Fei felt ashamed.
"Soong Yuan is Lin Yuelin's daughter. You guys are the real family. I got involved in this and deserved to be injured later on." Soong Ze just didn't want Qin Fei to feel too guilty.
All along, what Soong Ze wanted wasn't Qin Fei's guilt.
"Brother Song Ze..."
"Fei Fei, listen to me. A child needs to be with his biological father in order to grow up healthily. Qin Sheng no longer has a complete family. You can't let Soong Yuan grow up in a family without love." This time, Soong Ze had already made up his mind to return Qin Fei to Lin Yuelin.
Soong Ze pretended to casually touch his head. His previously shaved hair was already flowing out. It was black and thick, and it was very prickly.
Qin Fei squatted down and smelled the fragrance of the flowers. The rich fragrance of the flowers could not calm the chaos in her heart at this moment.
"Brother Song Ze, did I really not do anything wrong?" Qin Fei was a little confused now.
"You are right. It is the best arrangement for everyone to split up." Of course, other than him, everyone could be very happy.
Soong Ze sighed lightly. "I only hope that after Little Dumpling knows that Lin Yuelin is her biological father, she will still recognize me as her cheap father."
"Brother Song Ze, don't worry. She will always be your daughter." Qin Fei said with certainty.
Soong Ze's kindness to Soong Yuan was totally worthy of what a father should do.
[This chapter is over]