C304 Long Talk of Promoting the Knee
C304 Long Talk of Promoting the Knee
"I don't blame you." Tears streamed down her face. Ever since Lu Yonghao had been drunk with her that night, she had had thoughts about the reunion between her and Lu Yonghao. What was unexpected was that in the following period of time, Lu Yonghao started to treat her coldly.
However, what she didn't know was that Lu Yonghao had been 'cold' to her not because of anything but because of Lu Yonghao's obsession with cultivation and company matters.
She really wanted to confess to Lu Yonghao, but she was scared, because she understood that a lot of things would pass as long as they passed. Lu Yonghao still had her in his heart, but perhaps she was just remembering that if Lu Yonghao really loved her, then as a man, Lu Yonghao would definitely tell her on his own accord.
However, her intense expectations were met with disappointment in the end.
She would want to be with Lu Yonghao again, but when she thought of the past, she felt that she was a bad woman. Because Lu Yonghao was unsuccessful, she left him, but now that Lu Yonghao had a successful career, she wanted to return to Lu Yonghao's side …
It was because of her inner thoughts that made her feel pain, but she never revealed it in front of others.
Now that Chiang Huayue mentioned the same thing, the sadness in her heart was drawn out. In an instant, the wall she had built up with all her might collapsed. As a result, she couldn't help but start crying.
Chiang Huayue looked at Chen Yan, who was crying so hard, and did not know what to do. She said, "Alright, let's not talk about this anymore." After saying that, she took a tissue from the side and passed it to Chen Yan.
Chen Yan took the tissue and wiped the tears off her face. Because she was crying, her mood improved a lot. She said to Chiang Huayue seriously, "It's not that Yonghao didn't want to explain to me, but I didn't listen. I even directly left him behind."
"Is that so?" Chiang Huayue was a little taken aback. She really didn't expect Chen Yan to be so resolute.
"Do you think I'm a bad woman?" Chen Yan felt guilty, "You clearly wanted to break up, yet you're still trying to find a valid reason to act like you're nothing. You're actually nothing at all."
"Don't say that." Chiang Huayue comforted her, "To be honest, I haven't really been in love, I don't understand what's inside, but I feel that nothing in love is right or wrong, only appropriate, you two have been together for so long, and yet you did not part, maybe it's because you and him had problems, and then because of that incident, no matter what, I think no one would want to see their beloved looking for trouble outside, so it's normal for you not to listen to his explanation, because you're angry, not to mention it's just a cover up. If you said that he and Director Lee didn't have anything between them, then it would be very hard to convince them."
Hearing Chiang Huayue's words, Chen Yan couldn't help but think of the time when she asked Lu Yonghao about the matter. At that time, if Lu Yonghao had been honest with her and not lying to her, she would not have left so ruthlessly. Thinking of this, Chen Yan's mood finally became a little better, and she couldn't help but look at Chiang Huayue and ask, "Oh right, what did you say just now?"
"Nothing." When Chiang Huayue saw that Chen Yan had finally come to a stop, she didn't want to cause any more trouble in her heart.
Facing Chiang Huayue, Chen Yan said seriously, "No, I meant what you said in the beginning. If I told you, you should tell me. Now that I've told you about it, you should confess!"
Chiang Huayue realized what he meant and sighed, "Actually, it's nothing. I was just wondering who Yonghao really liked."
"What do you mean?" Chen Yan asked doubtfully.
After hesitating for a moment, Chiang Huayue said slowly, "Chen Yan, I'm not afraid of you making fun of me. Actually, Yonghao and I have already fallen in love with him when we're interacting. At that time, you hadn't appeared and we were sharing the rent. He often called me 'wife'. It's nothing much at first, but later on, I gradually got used to flirting with him."
Then she paused for a moment and continued, "Of course, there was no showdown between the two of us, and at that time I thought he might be related to Director Lee. At that time, I was already quite conflicted and conflicted with Director Lee, I didn't have much confidence in facing her, but I also didn't want to disrupt my relationship with Yonghao."
"Is that so?" Hearing Chiang Huayue's words, a wry smile appeared on Chen Yan's face. It was because she could tell that Chiang Huayue and her were of the same generation.
After that, you showed up again, and he made me move in with him to your house. Although we are still living together, we can no longer easily flirt with each other like we used to. I can see that he actually still has feelings for you, and he seems to be interested in Director Lee.
"What makes you think that?" Chen Yan was impressed, but when she thought about it again, she felt that it was not impossible. Lu Yonghao had a relationship with both of them, but he didn't say anything to either of them.
She couldn't help but think about Lu Yonghao's transfer back to the main office. At that time, she asked Lu Yonghao if he didn't want to go back because Quick Read taught him something, and she was happy because Lu Yonghao was silent at the time. In her opinion, Lu Yonghao's attitude showed that Lu Yonghao had something in his heart.
But now that she thought about it, she felt that something was wrong. If Lu Yonghao really did have her in his heart, then why didn't Lu Yonghao pursue her after that? Moreover, Lee Ruoshui existed in the main company. Could it be that the reason Lu Yonghao returned to the main company was because of Lee Ruoshui?
Thinking of this, Chen Yan's emotions became complicated.
At this moment, she understood why Chiang Huayue thought Lu Yonghao might not love anyone. It was simple. This guy clearly had them in his heart, but he couldn't make a choice.
"I just think so." Even her words seemed to have not been heard. She could not help but become suspicious and waved her hand in front of Chen Yan's face, but even if she did, Chen Yan was still lost in her thoughts, completely unaware of it.
"Chen Yan!" Chiang Huayue cried out. After a few shouts, Chen Yan finally came back to her senses. She looked at Chiang Huayue and asked, "What?"
"What's the matter with you?" Chiang Huayue asked Chen Yan in concern.
Chen Yan shook her head. "It's nothing."
Facing Chen Yan, Chiang Huayue understood that Chen Yan was just trying to cover up for herself. She hesitated for a moment before saying, "Chen Yan, since we're going to talk about this matter now, why not tell us about it? Looking at how you were just now, did you think about something related to Yonghao because of me?"
"Actually, I felt that your idea was too preposterous when I heard what you said just now. However, when I thought about it later, I felt that it might be possible, because I've been together with Yonghao before, and I know his temperament quite well. He's a very loyal person, and when he's together with you, perhaps it's the same as you, but he unknowingly developed feelings for Lee Ruoshui. And during this time, I unintentionally came back and had an impact on him."
"Yeah, I can tell that he still has a deep affection for you." Chiang Huayue sighed.
Chen Yan forced a smile and said, "I believe that when Yonghao faces the three of us, he will also have a hard time making a decision. In the end, he might put all his focus on his career and then stop caring about relationships."
"That's right. Recently, he has been either working for the company or alone in his room surfing the internet …" As Chiang Huayue said this, her whole body shuddered uncontrollably.
"What's wrong? What did you think of? " Chen Yan asked when she saw this.
Chiang Huayue nodded and said, "I found out that Yonghao has been reading Buddhist books online recently. I wonder if it's because he was troubled by love and wanted to borrow the cultivation method to stop himself from being troubled by love?"
"This isn't impossible either!" Chen Yan replied.
"Then, do you think we should find him and have a good chat?" Chiang Huayue couldn't help but ask.
Chen Yan hesitated for a moment, then shook her head and said, "I don't think so. Yonghao is not a child, he has his own thoughts, if he has the answer in his heart, he will naturally follow it. If we talk to him, it might bring him some burden and pressure, so we should just let nature take its course."
"Let nature take its course?" Chiang Huayue grumbled, smiling bitterly. How could she not understand that matters of the heart had to be left to its own devices? But the problem was that to her, this kind of interaction was a type of torture.
Huayue, I know you don't want to continue like this. Maybe Yonghao is in pain like us, which is why he cultivated to calm his mind. No matter who encounters this kind of thing, it will be difficult for them to make a choice.
Listening to Chen Yan's comforting words, Chiang Huayue couldn't help but laugh as she teased, "Look at how relaxed you are. I wonder who was crying just now!"
"Well, you laugh at me!" Chen Yan shouted and started laughing with Chiang Huayue.