C381 Atonement
C381 Atonement
Qin Muxuan wanted Gu Zijin to live, but Jiang Xin did not like him.
Even though Gu Zijin's aura was shocking, Jiang Xin still relied on her strong mental strength to resist.
The entire room was silent for a while. Gu Zijin looked at this woman who did not put him in her eyes and knew that she was the doctor Yin Youting hired for Qin Muxuan. His heart was filled with jealousy.
But he also knew clearly that if he wanted to know Qin Muxuan's condition, the only person he could ask was Jiang Xin.
Whether it was face or Qin Muxuan was important, Gu Zijin, who had experienced so many things, had already thought it through very clearly.
Jiang Xin, who deliberately put on a dirty face and wanted to make things difficult for Gu Zijin, saw that Gu Zijin did not hesitate. In fact, he was even a little impatient. He asked sincerely,
"Xuan's illness, what exactly is going on?"
Jiang Xin's heart was full of trouble and she could not release it for a while. Jiang Xin felt a little uncomfortable and could only grumpily say,
"It is an injury..."
"I'm fine." Qin Muxuan's weak voice came from behind them.
Xiaoxin and Xiao Bai woke up at some point and rushed over together.
"Mommy!" Half of Xiaoxin's body was on the bed and intimately rubbed against Qin Muxuan's hand, "You finally woke up!"
Qin Muxuan was amused by the little girl's words. She pinched Xiaoxin's little ba and looked up at Little White who was standing at the side with some hesitation.
"Lil' White, come here."
She reached out a hand and Lil 'White walked over obediently. He looked Qin Muxuan up and down carefully and confirmed that she was really fine. The emotions that he had endured for a long time rushed out and his eyes instantly turned red.
Qin Muxuan's heart ached and she felt guilty. She held the two children in her arms and kissed their foreheads with teary eyes. She felt very uncomfortable in her heart. She admitted that she loved the two children, but the two children were the ones she felt the most sorry for.
Xiao Bai's entire face was buried in her arms and he began to sob. The little man who usually paid attention to his image was currently burping.
"Mommy... Burp... You scared me to death..."
Qin Muxuan tried to coax Little White, but she did not notice that Gu Zijin had already walked over.
She felt a warmth on her back, and her whole body was wrapped in a warm embrace.
The man's slightly cold lips gently touched the back of her neck.
Qin Muxuan's entire body stiffened and she quickly noticed that something was not right.
A drop of warm liquid fell to the side of her neck and slid into the medicine along the curve of her collarbone.
It was like a wound that suddenly appeared. Qin Muxuan shivered.
"Zijin..."
"Qin Muxuan, the sound of Gu Zijin's voice was so hoarse that it was frightening. "Why didn't you let her tell you? Why did you hide it from me?"
Qin Muxuan opened her mouth but did not know what to say. At this point, no matter how much she wanted to hide it, she could not hide it.
She knew Gu Zijin very well. If he wanted to know, she would not be able to hide it.
But she really did not want Gu Zijin to know. Ever since that incident three years ago, she did not want Little White to hear about those cruel things.
It was her own thing to fall in love with Gu Zijin. She didn't want the past pain to become the moral shackles that bound Gu Zijin.
Qin Muxuan did not know how to answer, so she chose to remain silent.
Jiang Xin sat at the side and did not say anything. Although she really wanted to tell Gu Zijin everything that Qin Muxuan had experienced and let him know what pain was. But Qin Muxuan - since her patient did not allow it, she would not say that this was her professional ethics as a psychologist.
Gu Zijin, who did not get an answer, was a little disappointed, but he vaguely guessed that it was related to him.
These days, Qin Muxuan's performance was like a timid snail. Once she was attacked by external forces, she would immediately shrink into her shell. This time, it was not easy to catch a hair on her head. Gu Zijin had to seize this opportunity no matter what. He could not let it go.
His sadness was 70% real, but 30% of it was an act. He made up his mind and acted even harder.
He secretly reached out and pinched Little White. The tacit understanding between father and son that they had been together for three years immediately came online. Qin Muxuan heard Little White crying loudly in her arms, and her entire body trembled more and more.
She was immersed in her own thoughts and did not notice Gu Zijin's actions at all.
This way, she became even more nervous.
"Little White, Little White, be good. Don't cry. Mommy is really fine. Look, Mommy can get out of bed and run now..."
As he spoke, he was about to pull the blanket away.
How could Gu Zijin give her this chance? He secretly exerted strength in his hands.
His words were full of melancholy and sadness. "Little White is already so sad," he said. He is very worried about you. Me too. "You left quietly for five years and came back with such a serious illness, yet you are not willing to tell us the truth. Qin Muxuan, you are really ruthless."
Gu Zijin's performance could be said to be excellent.
Qin Muxuan was stunned and her mind was a little absent-minded. It was a long while before she came back to her senses.
Unknowingly, Little White and Xiaoxin had already retreated from her embrace. They stood obediently in front of her and looked up at her.
Gu Zijin was still hugging her and looking at her gently. His eyes, which usually carried a storm, were now exceptionally calm, as if he was encouraging her.
In an instant, Qin Muxuan relaxed her firm heart.
"It is... post-traumatic stress that triggered psychological obstacles."
Gu Zijin was stunned. He knew about this illness, but he did not expect Qin Muxuan to have this illness.
The disease was just like its name. This disease was caused by people suffering from serious psychological or physical injuries. Qin Muxuan, she...
Gu Zijin's heart was lifted. He suddenly did not dare to listen to what Qin Muxuan was going to say next.
Qin Muxuan had already immersed herself in her memories and was clearly explaining the origin of the matter.
"Three years ago, I was about to be born. It was Old Madame Gu who kidnapped me and locked me up..."
Her voice was very calm as she spoke. From time to time, she would pause for a moment as if she was carefully recalling the past or considering how to use words to better express her thoughts at that time.
Soon, the more she spoke, the smoother it became. She faintly felt that this kind of frank expression could make her mood exceptionally good.
However, these words stirred up a huge wave in Gu Zijin's heart.
Back then, he only knew that Old Madame Gu took away Qin Muxuan. He did not know how she was treated back then, nor did he know what Yan Xiaoyu had done.
When he heard Qin Muxuan calmly talk about these past few years, he felt as if a knife had been twisted in his heart.
He boasted that he deeply loved Qin Muxuan, but he never thought that the one who hurt her the most was also him.
"Yan Xiaoyu!"
If he wanted to atone for his sins with Qin Muxuan, Yan Xiaoyu deserved it even more!