C312 It Was a Special Grievance
C312 It Was a Special Grievance
"Pei Jun Ting, strangle me if you have the ability!" Pei Jun Hao had a ferocious look on his face.
Slap!
Li Xi did not expect Pei Jun Hao to shout like this. She pulled Pei Jun Ting's deadlocked hand away. She gave Pei Jun Hao an impolite slap. The clear and powerful sound made the air in the entire ward freeze. Pei Jun Hao did not understand what it felt like for a long time.
Pei Jun Ting was also a little stunned. He did not believe that this little girl in front of him would have such a tough side.
"Is it honorable for you to be strangled to death?" Li Xi did not hold back at all. "You are also a person who has a son. Don't tell me you also want your son to carry the grudges of the previous generation? Why are you selfish to the point of death?
I originally thought that you could be an example for your son. Life experiences are not all the accumulation of success. The lesson of failure and the painful ending will also have a warning effect. I thought that you could properly sort yourself out. Leave something for your child to wake up from. I thought you would at least have an awakening attitude at the end of your life. But I didn't think that you would be like this!
Why did you meet Junting? You wanted to humiliate him, anger him, and achieve such a goal, so that even if you die, you will drag him down with you. Is that so?
Then what's the difference between you and Lin Mi Mi? In any case, she was still very clear about gratitude and resentment. What she dealt with was only hurting herself. But what about you? You were totally acting in a lamentable vanity. You can't accept the existence of a Pei Jun Ting who is stronger than you, can you?!
Have you ever thought about your father? He raised three sons, but the two sons actually slaughtered each other and walked in front of him. How do you want him to endure this kind of white hair? Is this what your self-proclaimed biological son did to your father?
Father hasn't woken up yet. If I were you, I would definitely persist until he wakes up and tell him that you were wrong. I hope that he can forgive all your mistakes and hope that he can accept your farewell calmly.
If I were you, I would properly organize my life and leave a clear train of thought for my son. I would have stopped his narrow hatred and complaints in his life and allowed him to have a clear understanding of you as a father. I wouldn't have any doubts about my origins. "
Li Xi still could not help but sniffle her nose, "The HIV virus is not scary. What is scary is that your heart has been swallowed by the darkness. Think about it carefully.
Li Xi turned around after saying that. She did not look at Pei Jun Ting. She did not want to feel any doubt from him. She did not ask for any understanding or understanding, but should she first show her trust when faced with a situation? She just couldn't accept his gaze!
The ward quieted down immediately. Pei Jun Ting felt a sharp pain in his heart. He did not know why, but it felt like he was holding a knife that was not very sharp.
Life was so ironic. Only now did he understand the pain and entanglement in his father's eyes. Only now did he understand why his mother would say such things. He was just a product of his mother's revenge. He became the one who caused his father's death. Even his grandfather was too ashamed to tell him his true identity. Wasn't that so?
After shaking off Lan Yu's hand, Pei Jun Ting stiffly turned around. There was a strong sense of humiliation in his heart. She really couldn't imagine how her mother had brought her to lie under another man!
Bang!
A heavy punch hit the wall. It felt like the entire house shook. Pei Jun Ting's tightly clenched fist was bleeding. If he could, he really wanted to strangle that woman with his own hands!
"Junting." Pei Jun Hao's hoarse voice suddenly sounded behind him. "You married a good woman. Li Xi deserves to be Madam Pei. Cherish it!"
Pei Jun Ting only paused for a moment. He did not turn around, nor did he have the intention to speak. He only paused for one or two seconds before he strode out of the ward. He really hoped that he had never been here before.
Lan Yu and the criminal police also walked out. The ward immediately became quiet again. Pei Jun Hao still heard Li Xi's words in his ears. If life had come to this point and he had not figured out some things, that would really be a waste. He let out a deep sigh and closed his eyes. Many things in the past began to turn upside down, as if every time he chose a fork in the road, there would be some extreme thinking and emotions. Life was just like this, and the more mistakes one made in life, the further one went.
...
After leaving the ward, Li Xi turned off her phone. She did not want to wait for anything, nor did she want the man to know what she was doing. Perhaps everyone should be quiet for a while.
She reached out to stop a taxi and went to the monastery with her empty heart. She did not want her parents to worry about what was happening here, just like how she did not want her parents to worry about her. However, she did not have the bones of her parents. She could only arrange some holidays in the sea.
Spring came especially urgently in Binhai City. The good weather for the past few days had already made the temperature feel like it was evening. Taking off her coat and coat, Li Xi walked towards the Spirit Pagoda alone. She did not know if the man would still come to help them move when it was clear.
Placing the flowers in her hands on the rack, Li Xi quietly stood in front of her father-in-law's portrait. An indescribable sorrow welled up in her heart.
"Sorry, I did not seem to take good care of him. Are you feeling sorry for him too?"
"I know that he is a little hard to accept, just like how Dad made that kind of decision back then. A man's pride and sense of honor are sometimes quite fragile."
"Forgive the unhappiness and resentment in his heart. He might really need some time. If he can't come with me to pick you up during the Qingming Festival, I hope you can forgive him."
...
Li Xi nagged on and on about a lot of things. In fact, a lot of things were already wrong from her father's generation. Now, they had to bear the consequences of all the mistakes. Just thinking about it made them feel depressed. But it seemed like this was the principle of a father paying off his debts.
Li Xi walked out of the Spirit Pagoda and went to the vegetarian dining hall alone. She did not want to become weak. She wanted to be awesome regardless of whether she had that man by her side or not. Because she still had Xiao Dou Ya in her womb, she could not let her baby down. She also could not let the baby look down on her, this mother.
But why did the same dishes have different flavors? Li Xi only ate a few mouthfuls before starting to vomit. It was a feeling that was completely difficult to swallow. She did not know if the day of pregnancy had come.
Finally, under the waiter's slightly disgusted gaze, Li Xi settled the bill gloomily. After drinking enough water, she left the monastery. She did not know why. It was a feeling of grievance. It was an especially aggrieved feeling. Why was he looking at her with that kind of eyes?!